EP 22: A Work (that I thought was) in Progress

I've known this person for about three years now and this is the first time I am actually writing about her.

Out of everyone I know here in Canada, she's the closest I've been with and surprisingly, we are constantly staying in touch (unlike most other acquaintances). In retrospect, I've always seen her as a companion - we always watch movies together, eat out, go sightseeing, and pretty much anything you can think of doing in Greater Vancouver (except sky-diving).

I feel so comfortable whenever I'm with her and I could assume the same for her since she did mention it once or twice.

I've always been attracted to how she looks; albeit I never really tell her straight up - I usually resort to casual compliments which fortunately has not created an over abundance of awkward moments as of yet.

But now, I think I'm starting to fall in love with this person. After knowing someone for a long time, and spending countless moments and memories with someone, your heart tends to beat towards that person. I know this sounded very sappy but it cannot be helped.

I haven't told her this yet, nor do I know when I should (if ever I even would). And right now, I'm not exactly happy about how things are going.

More to come.

EP 21: 2 years later...

It's been a very long hiatus indeed.

I've decided to write about my thoughts again because I feel that at this point, there is no one I can turn to - not even my so-called friends. Sometimes I wonder, do I really have any? Or are they just misnomers? I hate to be all emotional about it, but it can't be helped.

After 2 years a lot of things have happened/changed. Talking about all would require an autobiography of some sorts, which this blog isn't.

Right now I'm still stuck in college trying to finish my studies - still no luck finding that certain circle of friends you get in school. I thought I found one last semester, but to no avail, it wasn't what I had hoped for.

So after school I basically have no reason to stay, except if I were to wait for the bus which comes every half an hour. On a lighter note (rather, less dark), I met a few fantastic people; however, I could tell that it would be short-lived (just as any other).

It's funny how as I am writing this I feel that my first post after 2 years appears to be so negative. Well it's 3am right now and such thoughts can't be helped - considering the different things that have been/have NOT been happening.

Enough the rant, I hope things turn up for the better. Last chance 2010, last chance.